A sudden bout of sadness overwhelmed me earlier while I was having dinner with Chews. We were talking about this friend of mines who recently celebrated her 3rd month anniversary with her guy and as I was looking at her Instagram, I couldn't help but feel sad. It just came to me.
Rochelle sent me this to cheer me up and it did. Thanks bbg :*} I do hope that I don't have to take all the time I need. I do have exams coming up in end October!
There was once I thought that we could have been more. Turns out you were not so much. I've been hanging on for far too long and it's time for me to let go. I'm not lying when I say that I'm happy when I'm with you, but it's the in between, the morbid thoughts, the things that you didn't do, the lack of assurance, the lack of, well, everything, that changed everything. I still stand by what I said, that it felt like we were already friends for years when we first met. And y'know what, I think that is how we should always be; just friends. I hope the spontaneity never dies.
xx
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